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I told him that when I made the decision and I didn't make the decision until the night before or even the day of
我告诉他 当我下定决心时直到手术前一晚或手术当天我才下定决心
When I made my decision I did it straightly, because I wanted to help the future generation I didn't want...you know
当我下定决心时我很坦然 因为我想帮助后来人你们知道
I didn't think that I have these stem cells injected and walk like said That was absolutely not Even, that wasn't in my mindset at all
我不认为接受了干细胞注射后我就可以走路了这绝对是不可能的我从来想都没想过
But I knew that I wanted I want to help others and I was looking at the bigger picture
但我知道我应该参加我想帮助别人我应该从更宏观的角度去看
That's what I told him I said, look at the bigger picture
我就是这样告诉他的我说 你应该从大局出发
Is it something that you want to do to help the field or is it something that you want to for selfish reason?
你到底是想帮助这个领域有所突破呢还是出于某些自私的原因想参加进来?
Because if you do then you will end up being disappointed
因为如果你参加了你很可能会感到失望
That's an awful feeling because I've been experienced that over the past year feeling regret, feeling disappointment asking myself whether I made the right choice
失望是一种讨厌的感觉因为过去一年里我就感觉到了失望感觉遗憾 感觉失望问我自己是否做出了正确的选择
It's really difficult
真的很难
That's probably one of the most difficult aspects of it
这可能是最难的一步
It is mentally
也就是心理上的
It's a lot to deal with a lot of questions that you ask yourself and you don't know the answers too because you can't go back and change things you can do it differently
有很多需要回答的问题你需要从自己身上找到答案你自己也不知道答案因为时光不可能倒流你也无法改变你当初的选择做出一个不同的选择
But what I have come to...come in terms with is that I made the right choice and if I had to do all over again
但后来我逐渐接受的是我的选择是正确的如果我能够再次选择
I would probably make the exact same decision that I made a year ago just because I feel I'm part of something that's bigger than me or bigger than everyone in this room
我可能还是会做出和一年前一模一样的选择因为我感觉自己参与到了一个宏大的事业中这个事业甚至超过了在座的各位
So I think for me mentally, it's put me in a better place that I probably would be right now just because I had a lot of down time
所以我感觉 对我而言从精神上来说 我现在的状态比我如果没有做这个选择的状态更好因为在此期间我可能会感到很消沉
a lot of time to kind of do the whole self-pity thing
花很多时间在自怜自爱上
