John is a member of Exit International,
约翰是临终关怀组织的成员
an organisation that aims
这是一个特殊的组织
to help people find a way to kill themselves
宗旨是帮助人们在他们选定的时间里
in a dignified way at a time of their choosing.
以有尊严的方式自杀
I want to be able to have the choice,
当我认为有必要这么做时
when I do feel it's necessary to take that choice,
我希望自己拥有决定权
and I don't want to leave it either to nature
我不想把这样的权利交给大自然
or to somebody to sort of see me through
或者是某个看着我在家中
my last few years in a state of misery in some sort of home.
痛苦地渡过最后几年的家人
I want to be able to decide where and when I go,
我想要自己决定离开的时间和地点
and I want other people to have that right as well.
而且我希望其他人也有这个权利
An overdose of anything will be fatal.
过量服用任何药物都会是致命的
But what many Exit members want is a
但是 成员所希望的
simple pill that can end their lives in a peaceful way.
是一种能在平静中结束他们生命的药物
But that's not as easy as it sounds.
但实际上这没有听上去这样简单